Picking Up the Pieces

When I started this blog a few years ago I said that I wouldn't use it for negative posts, or mopey posts, and to some degree I've fallen into that again. Given my most recent situation it's understandable, but even before that I had some downer posts. This blog may have some degree of that, but this will be the of it's kind.

So I've moved. Joe opened up a room to me and I moved in a week ago. I'm all set up but not settled. I'm still getting used to being in a bed by myself. Add into that all of the dreams I keep having about Gilbert breaking up with me all over again and you have a pretty difficult past week. It's just the struggle of moving forward, and I know I'll get over it, but for now... it kinda sucks.

I started my school job again last week! So two jobs are now occupying the majority of my time, couldn't have happened at a better time. No shows in sight as of now, but they'll come! I'm also planning trips to Chicago and Denver to try and figure out where I wanna ultimately move.

I've set a moving date. June 22nd. I have to move by that date or earlier. I decided that if I don't set a date to work towards I'd keep coming up with reasons to not move yet.

I have so much opportunity in front of me, and I honestly am excited to see where life takes me! I'm sad I'll be doing it on my own again, but I guess that just means there's more opportunity for a different future.

So that's where I'm at these days. Working on becoming optimistic about the road ahead, and getting better at it every day. I have been so lucky to have amazing friends and parents to support me, definitely made this life shift significantly easier.

So thank you all! The next post will be much more positive. I promise!