Not the update I had intended.

When I had said in my earlier blog that I would be updating today it was supposed to be about a new work-out routine. Instead it's an update where I will most likely beat myself up most of the time.

It's been quite a while since I've broken a heart. Well a year, that is before tonight.

There's nothing like breaking things off with one of your best friends to make you feel like a piece of shit. Looking back now I wouldn't have taken the steps to start the relationship. Now I'm out a friend and can mostly look forward to awkward rehearsals and even more awkward friend gatherings as we'll be in the same shows together and have the same friends.

I'm sitting here at my computer in my new apartment, and I just realized that I haven't felt this alone in some time. No roomies, no boyfriend and to top it off one of my closest friends leaves for another state in a week. Things have changed, and while I'm sure I will come to embrace the change with time, right now I'm not so appreciative.

For those of you that know him, please be there for him. I would be, but I can't. I'll make it through this.

P.S. With any luck I'll be posting the blog I had intended to next week. Assuming my ankle is healed in time.